I started this blog once upon a time when I had all sorts of inner turmoil; miscarriages, stillbirth, infertility with a lowercase i, new mommy angst. For some reason when I needed to vent this was so easy. Bitching about grief , my anxiety over pregnancy or lack thereof made for great blog material. I had so much to say.
I have 2 healthy kiddos. Doc says I am in remission from my depression as long as I take my meds, the topic of marriage is mostly off limits except to say that generally it is pretty wonderful, and of course I don’t wanna get “Dooced” so there will be no conversation about work. That really does not leave much unless I write about what a pain in the arse our baby kitty is (the damned thing eats shoes! Grrr).
So, I am sitting here with nothing to write about. I guess this is why I stopped blogging for so long. What do you write about when you get most of what you want in the world? I would love to have this creative outlet, I just need to fashion it so it is not just a giant bitch-fest for me. Maybe short stories or something. Everything I write seems like crap though. I have written and deleted 3 blog posts since my last posting. Funny thing is when I was blogging fairly regularly, I didn’t care if it was crap. I was writing to release something. I still feel like I have something to release but I don’t know what that is now.
So, for those of you who blog… what sorts of things make you want to write?
I have opinions about everything, so there’s that . . . !